Been Awhile...

Okay it's been awhile because ever since June of 2009 I have had health problems and been out of work...my back and legs started going bad and they are still trying to find the problem...in this time my wife has not really looked for a job so money is really and truly tight. Now I am supposed to, by the neurologists suggestion because he has found several things he needs to confirm that are not associated with my back or legs, register for disability...which at our current location and conditions is a pain since it is an hour or so away to do so and we do not have reliable transportation, also my "loving" wife's fault because for the last year I was working I numerous times made sure she had the money to get our vehicle fixed, but she decided other things were needed more (usually meant she blew the money on bullshit and used the money for repairs to cover the bills). I could go on and on...but you get the picture..later in another post I'll explain why I have not gotten a divorce...but needless to say when i pay for our phone, cable, net package I usually did yearly via income tax (one less bill a month since it was a set price, easy to just lay out the money all at once while available.)...well she mislead me into thinking things were okay (now remember not very mobile here) when she was actually hitting our provider up for refunds to use to pay other bills and get "extra" money...so we lost the phone, net, cable sooner then expected like back in September of last year instead of august of February of this one. Now because for a long while i did receive some compensation while out of work (thank you for advance planning somewhat and my employers not getting too picky about my unemployment claims)..i did receive some income tac this year and through help from my sister (thanks sis) was able to get everything cut on again for a few more months. Hopefully my wife will get off her butt and get a job. She has supposedly been looking but uses any explanation she can to not do so regularly..like it's raining right now..no one is hiring, etc. I call bullshit on no one is hiring...because I keep up with stuff like that in the hopes my problem will stop and I can get a job myself because i actually do prefer working (a workaholic actually) and this bull is killing me. Now i should have everything for maybe 3 or 4 months..possibly 6 and can post, then may be offline again until things work out...here's hoping.